| well, all is said and done and i am finally gradumicated. It has been a crazy set of four years, and an insane last year to boot. On the plus side, i learned a lot. as is to be expected with such lifelong journeys, much was gained, and much was lost. Loved ones were lost to me along the way, there was fighting, quarrelling, outlandish drama, and bitter betrayal... namely by my ex g/f and her cheating on me with 3 different men, then manipulating, lying to, and using me for an extra month or so to boot. all in good fun, im sure. Its learning things like this, right before graduation, on top of losing my home, both in savannah and in indiana, that make this right of passage nothing more than bittersweet at the moment. But, hindsight is 50/50. eventually, i'll be able to see far more clearly the good that came out of all of these trials and tribulations. The point of all this is that i did, in fact, wrangle in a graduation, with honors even, and that is all quite well and good. I have a job or two already lined up as well, which is quite nice and beneficial to me. how i am going to go about those jobs without a home, as i may or may not have one at the time, is a bit beyond me, but i like to deal with hurdles as i approach them. all i can do is be human and live my life one day at a time, doing the absolute best i can each and every day. to all of my friends and family at home, in savannah, and abroad in places like McAllen Texas, thank you very much for all of the support you have given me, especially in these past few months. who am i kidding.. .these past 4 years. i am as strong, capable, and alive as i am thanks to all of your help. As for the rest of my summer, and the rest of 2006, who really knows. All i know is that there is a lot of work to be done, and it feels good to know that all of you have my back. thank you very much.
-Herr Sinn. |
